kindergarten

i'm subbing/teaching KINDERGARTEN!!!
out of 6 kinder class i'm in one of the two that are english!
i need energy!

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AHHHH SO IT'S HERE... i am that character in books of the single friend!!
ALL OF MY BEST FRIENDS ARE MARRIED OR ARE GETTING MARRIED SOON!!!
So Tammy's wedding was AMAZING so beautiful i was SO happy to be a part of it!!
She just got back from her honeymoon in Jamaica & it still hadn't really hit me yet...
...until she changed her name on facebook Tammy Belle-Wells!!! AHHHHH

So now it comes down to crunch time...

SEPT: I start work as a sub for DISD & start my 2nd to last class at TAMU Commerce!
OCT: My class is done & BREANNA LYNS 1st BIRTHDAY
NOV: 3yr memorial for my mom
DECEMBER: Christmas & Tiff's BACH
JAN: Tiffany & Wiley get married
FEB: I start student teaching.(really this starts in jan but i didnt wanna take away from Tiff's wedding)
MARCH: Stacy & Derrick get married!
APRIL: nothing yet but im sure someone will throw a wedding at me around this time
MAY:DONE & Completely Certified to Teach!!

So pretty much see everyone NEXT SUMMER!!!
i'll be that maidofhonor/bridesmaid in all those beautiful weddings!!
i never thought it was weird to be single.
Until now.
See you @ the gym ladies & gents.
One|Be LOvE, jen

MY BEST FRIENDS WEDDING.

Can i get an Amen for Gods wondrous glory & the people he puts in our lives!

To Tammy & Andre:
I hope everyday you take a second to realize the perfection.
The perfection in the creation God molded just for you.
The person you vowed your mind body and soul with no substitution...
To the one who has made your life new.

You two make forever seem easy.
Taking day by day and waiting so patiently...
Your love is a gift and now a covenant with God's grace and love
Fate deems it must be written in the stars up above.

Tammy, my best friend your such a picky girl.
Surprisingly you didn't even have to search the world
To find your Booba, your soulmate, your other half.
I could tell it was special when I heard i love you through a laugh.
You have this power over one another that makes the world bright.
I wasn't positive love like that existed until you "did it right."


Don't take for granted the days, hours, minutes you have as husband and wife.
The love you have will carry you through this crazy life.
Among all the chaos, the blur, and the worldly lies
When you fight, are stressed, or are running out of time
I pray that you always see God as clearly through each others eyes
as you did on the 15th day of August 2009.




---- it was one of the mist beautiful weddings i have ever been too... i cried like a baby and i believe everyone has their own booba out there!! Thanks so much to the Belle-Wells family for inviting me to be a part of your celebration and boy was it a celebration (WIND IT UP) i love you guys SO MUCH! Fun times, and beautiful things happened this weekend!
ONELOVE, jNh

not so Fun facts

I've made some discoveries lately some of which I am not too proud of some that coming from me sound corny to myself but oh well that's what blogging is for right? & who really reads this anyways I think it's for my own satisfaction of knowing I attempted to see my feelings through logical order by writting them down...
1) I will always want what I can in no way have... If you ever want me to want you go away & I will but when you come back I won't want you anymore. It's all about supply & demand.
2) if I've ever loved you... You know it, & I won't ever... Never ever stop lovng you. Ever.but you know that too.
3) I've been feeling a longing lately to a time in my life when I wasn't of the world... I feel I must find again that hope I claim I have Lways had becAuse I have lost it. I do no longer fear Gods power as much as the worlds how'd I managae to drift so far? Create in me a new heart.
4) I am responsible. I will not be a victim of circumstances.

One love, jnh