Sunday, June 28, 2009

It's been some time

Since the last post many things have occured.
A. I started grad school at Texas ATM Commerce to get alternative certification to teach ec-6!! I made an A in my first teachers class which I just so happened to take with Noèl & Tietjen! It was fun!! So now I'm finishing up another class and then me & Noèl start Psychology in July!! I took the TexEs test this past Saturday & it was harder than I thought I felt like I may have been on an episode of are you smarter than a fifth grader & was losing!!
B. My 23rd bday came & went!!! Although I was in class from 1-9 on my actual birthDAY I swindled some sympathy Chick-Fil-A out of Wiley (Tiffs amazing fiancè!) & my uncle met me for an extremely late dinner. Then I had a bday dinner the next day with my wonderful Godmother & Godsister. Thursday my family got back from Port Aransas from a visit with one of my favorite uncles, Rick & my Tia Lilia! (yes they left me alone on my bday:() but in tow were bday presents that included Britney Spears concert tickets & some gorgeous Cowboy boots!! Yaaaaay!! Friday was my bday bash & it was wonderful! I had so much fun with my best friends!! They really make everything so much better!! We got real silly & my wonderful gpa got us a hotel for convenience ;) then Saturday although e xtremely hungover we had fathers day cookout @ my uncles and it was pretty great cause it was also a mini bday for me! I'm really excited about 23 it already seems a heck of a lot better than 22!
C. We had the Duron family reunion this pAst weekend at Sandy Lake & the Omni hotel & I was given the opportunity to be one of the youngest hosts. It was alot of fun but for being Mexican we sure do have a lot of white people or white looking people in our family!!!
D. I have been informed I will be going on vacation this summer!! My wonderful uncle aka my nuno is taking his family and me & the girls to coco beach for a week at the end of July!!! & the week before is Randy Rogers @ southern junction! (me and noèl are super excited about that)


anywhoooo hope everyone is happy & healthy I'm superbusy with teacher school but let me tell you I'm so excited for this next chapter in my life!!!
One love- JH

Friday, May 29, 2009

lies & the truth

it has been a while since i have blogged... i honestly forgot about it until i saw VGG updated her blog via facebook & wanted to follow her i figured out i had forgotten.

i have had a huge weight lifted off my shoulder thanks to BIGGEST LIFETIME LIE... but now its not a lie anymore so im fine.
(dear Lord i'm sorry i lied i'll never do it again amen)

so i discovered falling asleep to SNAPPED on the Oxygen channel led to a very intense dream of me being a relator selling Connors house but solving a case of a man killing women and turning them into brownies. yes i watch too much of that crazy TV... hence why i am awake right now at 4:28 in the morning.

So i start my teaching classes in 2 weeks!! i'm really excited i hope they have a class for how to dress like a teacher bc i need to know where i get my long denim skirt, festive holiday sweater vests, & of coarse all the turqouise & rhinestone jewelry i can carry...

√ noDoubt/Paramore tickets are bought for Saturday
√ made an A in my Sociology class

so conny&brian are having a huge estate sale tomorrow & i really want brians lamp even tho it went from 5 to 10 dollars... i may just go get it for 10 anyways if i want it so bad im blogging about it.

so when people say "you cant handle the truth" does that mean you really can't or they're scared you'll look down upon them... i think everyone can handle the truth but sometimes lies are just easier, maybe funnier, make a better story.... iDk man.

in other words im really tired but i keep hearing noises and am convinced jenny mitch had that knife by her bed for a reason so hopefully i can snooze fest soon... shout out to VGG in Bulgaria in the words of my grandmother "you go girl"

one love. jnH

Friday, April 24, 2009

O my my my

the ridiculousness of what is called my life is ever growing...
haha

last weekend i spent the weekend in Austin to celebrate both Val's going away & Stacy June's 23rd birthday...
they both are truly blessings in my life. I'm so glad we stumbled upon each other.
I don't really remember a time when we weren't friends, or a time i didn't love them both so much.

I'm so proud of my Valerie, i find myself boasting to people about my amazing friend who is going into the peace corps...
i am truly amazed at her unselfishness.. she's so beautiful both inside and out, a rare breed i tell you.
& most of all she puts up with me : )

& Stacy June... i mean by chance we met & we've already done so much together, we've traveled the world together!!
I fell in love with her so fast because she is the first and only friend that truly reminds me of my mother.
She has a heart of gold & i am SO blessed to know both her and her wonderful family.


as for myself, im growing im learning, i have a new found obsession for a good bloody mary.
my little sister is a riot both of them are actually,
one is well... def a pre-teen that's all im gunna say about that.
the other one is blackmailing me with information about my middle school boyfriend!!!

to be in middle school one more time, no worries in the world, poor but happy...
i miss those days of comfort and bliss, my world was so perfect upside down.

Victoria didn't make it into booker T & Clarissa didnt make the Olympic Development team like she had hoped.
i feel bad, i feel like everything i ever truly wanted i got, but thats not to say i didn't work my butt off for it.
My dad told them each the story of when i was cheerleader all the way up until my junior year and i didnt make it,
then the next year i tried out again and made it... they rolled their eyes of coarse, but i was proud of myself then... even tho for a little bit it seemed like the end of the world & i listened to pinks song Mizunderstood for like a month on repeat... but i made it through & found other things... but best of all i made a good learning story for my sisters later ;) i feel like kids these days expect things to be handed to them... esp. my girls, that money can buy just about anything, but i told them when i wanted something like cheerleading i went to camps took workshops practiced everyday... & my girls they think they are God's gift and can go in one time with no practice and take the academy award home. Then me and my dad broke the news to Tor that she is going to Poteet the high school were neither her best friends (who to me are just trouble) nor her boyfriend are going... & let me tell you it was TRAUMATICCCCC!! But i think it is going to be best for her and she'll thank me & my dad later :)

but just when everything seemed to be going wrong for my now 14 yr old princess Tor something wonderful happened... she was asked to apply for the National Junior Honor Society!!! & even better... SHE GOT IN!! NJHS, o the days of being i think i was secretary or vice some kinda office, but i LOVED knowing i was smarted than the other people... & now she knows she's not dumb... my baby is SMART!

Lastly, i just want to note that it is noted, that Bret Peterson is the sweetest man to my little sister. Who'd ever think Bret, my middle school boyfriend, would be the most hated teacher at Agnew... haha Mr. Agnew himself, i hear 1. He's mean 2. He gives too much homework 3.He hates everyone... but he's SO sweet to my little sister, my little sister he would carry on his shoulders when she was 5, that he took pictures with at 6 flags, that tagged along with us on our Valentines day date at the zoo... my little sister that LOVED when Bret came over to play. He is an amazing man, & that girlfriend of his sure is a lucky duck.

enough blogging for the day... my prayers today are with the mothers of the two little boys who hung themselves because of bullying... poor babies, if only they would have had a friend, a GOOD friend.

onelove. jen

Friday, April 17, 2009

confessions of an 8th grader.

i went to go pick up my little sister yesterday from school...
and i saw him.
for the first time in years.

almost like the time i saw him for the first time 10 years ago.
same place. same face. different time. but better.

& i had the same desire i had when i was 13.
just like in the hall way when i whispered to my best friend
"he's going to be my boyfriend"

my middle school boyfriend... is no longer a boy.
he's a man. he's a teacher. he's a coach.
he fullfilled his dream.

when the line "God it's so beautiful when that boy smiles"
was made... it was written about him.

bsp & me forever we'll be.

onelove.

Monday, April 13, 2009

hello & welcome.

so many things have been going on lately.
first of all i got a new doggy!!
We got him the day before Easter, he is a Yorkie-Poodle mix aka Yorkie Poo!!!
Even tho his hair is too long and he makes me sneeze sometimes i love him.
His name... ALFALFA!

so Easter was Sunday & boy did we have a great time with the family!!
Just when you think everyone is too old for Easter we go and surprise people.
Even my great-grand mother (whom i just found out is not 65;) was in shock
when i beat all the little kids in the bunny hop sack race...
hahaha i still have it in me.

i talked to Carl the other day. he said him and his girl are doing good...
im glad, despite all the bad things i cant help but still care and love him.
i think we were just young and stupid back then... but now we're old and messed up.
i love you though Carl, & i wish nothing but the best for you & that precious little girl.

So i started my workout regimen again today... this time lets hope it sticks bc i can afford to shed the pounds.
i special sorry to everyone who has heard me snore, i cant help it. hahaha
but i dont snore all the time.
i feel good and clean & now its bed time.

one love. jNH

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

tv in my dreams

i fell asleep during "the baby story" again & had a dream i had a green-eyed, but i had a husband and a wife... that wife part probably came from Oprah... TV is in my dreams.

Monday, April 6, 2009

mon.day.

i had so many realizations today.

1) i miss highschool
i miss breaking up, making up, talking shit about people, wearing my cheerleading skirt, thinking i am fat when i wasnt, drama at school, boyfriends, breaking up for an hour, cheating, highschool parties, drinking illegally, lying to your parents, driving around with friends, shoving 6 people into a car... if i could do it all over again i totally wood... hello never been kissed i could totally be an insider journalist since my waitress told me i look like i'm 12.

2) i miss college
i wish i would have studied harder or at least taken better classes, i wish i would have done a different "support field" i wish i would have been more involved in club, i wish i would have hung out with more people, made out with more people, been more involves, gone to chapel more...

3) i LOVE Oprah esp the episode with all the mothers
these ladies said the most ridiculous things in the world... like when asked about sex after marriage this one lady said "i see it as an out door now not an in door" another lady said "i was on a road trip and the kids were asleep and i didnt want to wake them up and i had to pee so i took a diaper and peed in it" another woman said "im going to be honest i dont really give my kids baths i dump them in the jacuzzi and hope the bubbles clean them." &... "i think the secret to any good kids party is alcohol for the parents." & then my favorite "sometimes i find myself saying what did i do to my life... what the HELL did i do to my life." my grandmother calls me little mother, i guess i kina am... but one day i'll be the best mom in the world to baby JENICA :)

4) monday night television is the BOMB
on TiVo for Monday
1.Greek: Jesse McCartney welcome cause boy you are fiooooone! & Cappie still makes me happy... that show really makes me LOL ask my sister... ugh it makes me miss DT!
2.I Love Money: Bucks needs some BUCKS left :( but Frenchie got to play in her badding soot!
3. Medium: still love this show & Dawson left his creek and made an appearance.
4. The Hills: LC & HEIDI PRATT REUNION!? O M G!! SOOOO good love the drama wish the show was an hour everytime... i didnt like LC's red lipstick but i guess its the style... Heidi looks like she's on coke, Spencer is a little bitch he reminds me of *cough*Austin*cough* i look really closely when Heidi goes to Crested Butte to see if i can see things i recognize hahaha..
5. Taking the Stage: Those kids are REALLY talented... & i'm not going to lie i wanna be Mia & they have maaaaad style.

5) I got to ABILENE ON THURS!!
- teachers job fair -transcript shit -financial aid shit -fun -toadies!
& i just wanna say i texted Matt Pinckley the same thing twice so he would think my phone sent it twice (cause he hates that and finds it annoying)... & i laughed about it right after i did it... haha

6) i did a cross wall for my CHANA today... it came out pretty good, maybe i should be an interior decorator... or maybe i will jsut do teaching like i plan.. i think im gunna just go the eff ahead and get my masters... summer I starts june 4th ahhhhh shit but its okay... honestly i think im just continuing school until my husband marries me and can pay my loans for me instead. just kidding ;)

besides my LOVE for Perez Hilton on the Bad Girls Club Reunion...
follow him & Chelsea Handler on Twitter they are HILARIOUS...
& follow me of coarse i'm pretty funny...

one love,jen