horrible no good very bad day.

Woke up late-Dallas rainy day morning rush hour-got to school late- forgot my key- spilled coffee all over the lamenants i cut all weekend-forgot my name badge-forgot my lunch- had to eat spegetti the lunch room kid kind- left late- a car was parked behind me so I couldn't get out- got to class and realized I didn't do the last page of my homework-ate too much- found out the FIRST LOVE is ENGAGED!

keep on monday... keep on going i swear i'll slap you in the face.

kindergarten

i'm subbing/teaching KINDERGARTEN!!!
out of 6 kinder class i'm in one of the two that are english!
i need energy!

timeline

AHHHH SO IT'S HERE... i am that character in books of the single friend!!
ALL OF MY BEST FRIENDS ARE MARRIED OR ARE GETTING MARRIED SOON!!!
So Tammy's wedding was AMAZING so beautiful i was SO happy to be a part of it!!
She just got back from her honeymoon in Jamaica & it still hadn't really hit me yet...
...until she changed her name on facebook Tammy Belle-Wells!!! AHHHHH

So now it comes down to crunch time...

SEPT: I start work as a sub for DISD & start my 2nd to last class at TAMU Commerce!
OCT: My class is done & BREANNA LYNS 1st BIRTHDAY
NOV: 3yr memorial for my mom
DECEMBER: Christmas & Tiff's BACH
JAN: Tiffany & Wiley get married
FEB: I start student teaching.(really this starts in jan but i didnt wanna take away from Tiff's wedding)
MARCH: Stacy & Derrick get married!
APRIL: nothing yet but im sure someone will throw a wedding at me around this time
MAY:DONE & Completely Certified to Teach!!

So pretty much see everyone NEXT SUMMER!!!
i'll be that maidofhonor/bridesmaid in all those beautiful weddings!!
i never thought it was weird to be single.
Until now.
See you @ the gym ladies & gents.
One|Be LOvE, jen

MY BEST FRIENDS WEDDING.

Can i get an Amen for Gods wondrous glory & the people he puts in our lives!

To Tammy & Andre:
I hope everyday you take a second to realize the perfection.
The perfection in the creation God molded just for you.
The person you vowed your mind body and soul with no substitution...
To the one who has made your life new.

You two make forever seem easy.
Taking day by day and waiting so patiently...
Your love is a gift and now a covenant with God's grace and love
Fate deems it must be written in the stars up above.

Tammy, my best friend your such a picky girl.
Surprisingly you didn't even have to search the world
To find your Booba, your soulmate, your other half.
I could tell it was special when I heard i love you through a laugh.
You have this power over one another that makes the world bright.
I wasn't positive love like that existed until you "did it right."


Don't take for granted the days, hours, minutes you have as husband and wife.
The love you have will carry you through this crazy life.
Among all the chaos, the blur, and the worldly lies
When you fight, are stressed, or are running out of time
I pray that you always see God as clearly through each others eyes
as you did on the 15th day of August 2009.




---- it was one of the mist beautiful weddings i have ever been too... i cried like a baby and i believe everyone has their own booba out there!! Thanks so much to the Belle-Wells family for inviting me to be a part of your celebration and boy was it a celebration (WIND IT UP) i love you guys SO MUCH! Fun times, and beautiful things happened this weekend!
ONELOVE, jNh

not so Fun facts

I've made some discoveries lately some of which I am not too proud of some that coming from me sound corny to myself but oh well that's what blogging is for right? & who really reads this anyways I think it's for my own satisfaction of knowing I attempted to see my feelings through logical order by writting them down...
1) I will always want what I can in no way have... If you ever want me to want you go away & I will but when you come back I won't want you anymore. It's all about supply & demand.
2) if I've ever loved you... You know it, & I won't ever... Never ever stop lovng you. Ever.but you know that too.
3) I've been feeling a longing lately to a time in my life when I wasn't of the world... I feel I must find again that hope I claim I have Lways had becAuse I have lost it. I do no longer fear Gods power as much as the worlds how'd I managae to drift so far? Create in me a new heart.
4) I am responsible. I will not be a victim of circumstances.

One love, jnh

It's been some time

Since the last post many things have occured.
A. I started grad school at Texas ATM Commerce to get alternative certification to teach ec-6!! I made an A in my first teachers class which I just so happened to take with Noèl & Tietjen! It was fun!! So now I'm finishing up another class and then me & Noèl start Psychology in July!! I took the TexEs test this past Saturday & it was harder than I thought I felt like I may have been on an episode of are you smarter than a fifth grader & was losing!!
B. My 23rd bday came & went!!! Although I was in class from 1-9 on my actual birthDAY I swindled some sympathy Chick-Fil-A out of Wiley (Tiffs amazing fiancè!) & my uncle met me for an extremely late dinner. Then I had a bday dinner the next day with my wonderful Godmother & Godsister. Thursday my family got back from Port Aransas from a visit with one of my favorite uncles, Rick & my Tia Lilia! (yes they left me alone on my bday:() but in tow were bday presents that included Britney Spears concert tickets & some gorgeous Cowboy boots!! Yaaaaay!! Friday was my bday bash & it was wonderful! I had so much fun with my best friends!! They really make everything so much better!! We got real silly & my wonderful gpa got us a hotel for convenience ;) then Saturday although e xtremely hungover we had fathers day cookout @ my uncles and it was pretty great cause it was also a mini bday for me! I'm really excited about 23 it already seems a heck of a lot better than 22!
C. We had the Duron family reunion this pAst weekend at Sandy Lake & the Omni hotel & I was given the opportunity to be one of the youngest hosts. It was alot of fun but for being Mexican we sure do have a lot of white people or white looking people in our family!!!
D. I have been informed I will be going on vacation this summer!! My wonderful uncle aka my nuno is taking his family and me & the girls to coco beach for a week at the end of July!!! & the week before is Randy Rogers @ southern junction! (me and noèl are super excited about that)


anywhoooo hope everyone is happy & healthy I'm superbusy with teacher school but let me tell you I'm so excited for this next chapter in my life!!!
One love- JH

lies & the truth

it has been a while since i have blogged... i honestly forgot about it until i saw VGG updated her blog via facebook & wanted to follow her i figured out i had forgotten.

i have had a huge weight lifted off my shoulder thanks to BIGGEST LIFETIME LIE... but now its not a lie anymore so im fine.
(dear Lord i'm sorry i lied i'll never do it again amen)

so i discovered falling asleep to SNAPPED on the Oxygen channel led to a very intense dream of me being a relator selling Connors house but solving a case of a man killing women and turning them into brownies. yes i watch too much of that crazy TV... hence why i am awake right now at 4:28 in the morning.

So i start my teaching classes in 2 weeks!! i'm really excited i hope they have a class for how to dress like a teacher bc i need to know where i get my long denim skirt, festive holiday sweater vests, & of coarse all the turqouise & rhinestone jewelry i can carry...

√ noDoubt/Paramore tickets are bought for Saturday
√ made an A in my Sociology class

so conny&brian are having a huge estate sale tomorrow & i really want brians lamp even tho it went from 5 to 10 dollars... i may just go get it for 10 anyways if i want it so bad im blogging about it.

so when people say "you cant handle the truth" does that mean you really can't or they're scared you'll look down upon them... i think everyone can handle the truth but sometimes lies are just easier, maybe funnier, make a better story.... iDk man.

in other words im really tired but i keep hearing noises and am convinced jenny mitch had that knife by her bed for a reason so hopefully i can snooze fest soon... shout out to VGG in Bulgaria in the words of my grandmother "you go girl"

one love. jnH