Sunday, October 10, 2010
DONORS CHOOSE!
So there's this website I heard about through people in my early childhood education classes this past summer! It's called Donorschoose.org and it is a website that teachers go and ask for materials for their classroom and people donate money to get the project funded! and do you know what? IT REALLY WORKS!!! I have already gotten one project funded and delivered and today i just got another one funded!!! Can you believe how wonderful that is?! That people care enough about education, my kids, what I do, everything to give to my projects! It gives me chills and shivers!!! I am just so amazed of how people will just donate to something so wonderful!! I am just so happy right now. Thank you to all my friends and family who believe in what I do as much as I do, the people who love my children as much as I do! Thank you all so very much!!!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Old school poems shot outs haha
Take me back to yesterday let me breathe that air, nothing is what it seems to be and life is never fair. I want the smile of innocence to still be in the unknown, the more I know the more I crumble and just want to go home. Everyday is harder and leads me further from you, into the chaos of this ugly world with nothing trite or true. I want to recklessy love and hold nothing for myself, for my hands have turned so green with greed there's hardly anything left. Nothing left to want or need but only a need for love, to love someone ive never known or something I've never thought. One day my life will flash before my eyes and I hope that this is true, that my happily ever after ending was with only you.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
it's been a while.
life has been so busy and so full,
time has flown by and somehow i'm still keeping my head above water.
i take my ppr exam tomorrow then it's just finishing this class, hoping i pass the ppr, and taking a 10 day course in Commerce this summer and i'll be a certified teacher! Crazy what you can get when you get after it.
life is great everything is grand.... i've been dealing a lot lately with people and telling people lately you can't have everything but then again i mean can you really? the only person you i think is remotely close is Tiff, everyone else i feel could use something and the more i accomplish the more it is evident to me the thing i am lacking. it's never bothered me before, but now i wondering if some of the sacrafices i made once were what should have been sacraficed. I mean you can't have it all but what if the things i always wanted in reality wasn't what I needed at all? I guess you can't really complain despite the life I've been given somehow God always manages to lay out my cobblestone sidewalk minutes before i walk forward.
i've forgiven an old friend in my heart, one in which i never thought i could ever. but i did, and it came so naturally. I realized i learned this gift of forgiveness when i missed her. the hatred i once felt seemed stupid and immature, and i'm sure it was, but for the longest time it hurt me so deep I couldn't even look at her more less miss her. and the other day my heart missed her and i wanted to badly to call her to catch up.
it's funny the things that meant so much that don't anymore. I find myself wondering often to an old loves facebook page, technology can be such a burden at times as i see myself typing in his name just for confirmation that he is happy and doing well. and he is. staring back at me i see this man, this grown man, whom ive never known at all, but then i see the boy that i loved for five very long years, i never thought i would ever stop loving him, but the older i get the more he just seems so ordinary, so basic and simple. I think of the life i could have had if things would have been different, but then i quickly switch away like i've been caught and realize that he too is only an old friend that i have forgiven and would like to catch up with. i miss the boy i knew. the funny carefree boy i knew. but the man and the father i see, i do not wish to ever meet.
that's all i have that i'm moving and as i am the fog lifts enough for me to see the path in which God is leading me. and one day when that path comes to a gazebp, and beautiful it will be, i will have everything and i will look back on this post as i do many of my decisions and writings of the past and laugh at the immaturity that is myself.
time has flown by and somehow i'm still keeping my head above water.
i take my ppr exam tomorrow then it's just finishing this class, hoping i pass the ppr, and taking a 10 day course in Commerce this summer and i'll be a certified teacher! Crazy what you can get when you get after it.
life is great everything is grand.... i've been dealing a lot lately with people and telling people lately you can't have everything but then again i mean can you really? the only person you i think is remotely close is Tiff, everyone else i feel could use something and the more i accomplish the more it is evident to me the thing i am lacking. it's never bothered me before, but now i wondering if some of the sacrafices i made once were what should have been sacraficed. I mean you can't have it all but what if the things i always wanted in reality wasn't what I needed at all? I guess you can't really complain despite the life I've been given somehow God always manages to lay out my cobblestone sidewalk minutes before i walk forward.
i've forgiven an old friend in my heart, one in which i never thought i could ever. but i did, and it came so naturally. I realized i learned this gift of forgiveness when i missed her. the hatred i once felt seemed stupid and immature, and i'm sure it was, but for the longest time it hurt me so deep I couldn't even look at her more less miss her. and the other day my heart missed her and i wanted to badly to call her to catch up.
it's funny the things that meant so much that don't anymore. I find myself wondering often to an old loves facebook page, technology can be such a burden at times as i see myself typing in his name just for confirmation that he is happy and doing well. and he is. staring back at me i see this man, this grown man, whom ive never known at all, but then i see the boy that i loved for five very long years, i never thought i would ever stop loving him, but the older i get the more he just seems so ordinary, so basic and simple. I think of the life i could have had if things would have been different, but then i quickly switch away like i've been caught and realize that he too is only an old friend that i have forgiven and would like to catch up with. i miss the boy i knew. the funny carefree boy i knew. but the man and the father i see, i do not wish to ever meet.
that's all i have that i'm moving and as i am the fog lifts enough for me to see the path in which God is leading me. and one day when that path comes to a gazebp, and beautiful it will be, i will have everything and i will look back on this post as i do many of my decisions and writings of the past and laugh at the immaturity that is myself.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
it's that time of year...
always around this time of year my pimp hand manages to get REALLY strong...
i go boy crazy but the winter nights sometime you just need someone to cuddle with...
too bad i HATE cuddling.
i honestly have no idea what it is, maybe i look really good in winter clothes,
but this is my time of the year...
so i'm going to enjoy it!
Stacy June's couples shower in Austin is this weekend!
I love where I am who I am and what I want to become.
be love, one love.
xoxo jen
i go boy crazy but the winter nights sometime you just need someone to cuddle with...
too bad i HATE cuddling.
i honestly have no idea what it is, maybe i look really good in winter clothes,
but this is my time of the year...
so i'm going to enjoy it!
Stacy June's couples shower in Austin is this weekend!
I love where I am who I am and what I want to become.
be love, one love.
xoxo jen
Monday, November 23, 2009
i'm off
i'm off for this WHOLE WEEK!
Thank you public education!
I can't say it enough but i'll say it again... I am so blessed to be where I am.
I have two (2) weddings coming up that I get to be a part of! I am extremely excited!
But i don't want anyone else to get married until i get over the weirdness that all of my best friends are married.
I saw New Moon! & for the first time in my life I was Team Jacob, his body was rockin!
Oh to be his sheWolf in the closet... AOOOOOOOO
He was so freaking FINE with that UGLY wig off nice abs nice butt... oh Taylor Lautner!
Soooo my room is complete! It is beautiful it makes me feel so grown up! Now i just need to find a place for all my junk.
I have aLOT to do this week..
BUT here's the peaks that I'm looking forward to this week.
-Stacy June gets here Wednesday :)
-Blair is coming back from Tennessee soon!
-My new HD DVR is going to be installed today!!
-I get my message tomorrow!
-Thanksgiving is on Thursday!
-Black Friday is FRIDAY!
-Eli Young with the future Mr. & Mrs. Bruce!
and the pits that i'm NOT very excited about at all are...
-grading/going through papers
-catching up on homework
-making Thanksgiving dinner
Well I hope everyone has a fabulous day and a GREAT Holiday...
here's my tip "Get Gingerbread LAttes from Panera NOT Starbucks."
One Love/ Be Love,
xoxo,Jen
Thank you public education!
I can't say it enough but i'll say it again... I am so blessed to be where I am.
I have two (2) weddings coming up that I get to be a part of! I am extremely excited!
But i don't want anyone else to get married until i get over the weirdness that all of my best friends are married.
I saw New Moon! & for the first time in my life I was Team Jacob, his body was rockin!
Oh to be his sheWolf in the closet... AOOOOOOOO
He was so freaking FINE with that UGLY wig off nice abs nice butt... oh Taylor Lautner!
Soooo my room is complete! It is beautiful it makes me feel so grown up! Now i just need to find a place for all my junk.
I have aLOT to do this week..
BUT here's the peaks that I'm looking forward to this week.
-Stacy June gets here Wednesday :)
-Blair is coming back from Tennessee soon!
-My new HD DVR is going to be installed today!!
-I get my message tomorrow!
-Thanksgiving is on Thursday!
-Black Friday is FRIDAY!
-Eli Young with the future Mr. & Mrs. Bruce!
and the pits that i'm NOT very excited about at all are...
-grading/going through papers
-catching up on homework
-making Thanksgiving dinner
Well I hope everyone has a fabulous day and a GREAT Holiday...
here's my tip "Get Gingerbread LAttes from Panera NOT Starbucks."
One Love/ Be Love,
xoxo,Jen
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
it's official OFFICIAL... i AM A KINDERGARTEN TEACHER!
i feel almost stupid for how excited I am about this opportunity i have been given...
i really think i may just be the BEST Kindergarten teacher in the world...
my plan... drill drill drill my kids this year, next year i'll have my game plan fo sho...
i am truly blessed to have this class of 14 as my first class ever... MY FIRST CLASS!!
I am responsible for the early childhood education of 14 babies... & i DO NOT take that lightly.
I'M GROWING UP!
Today i got my probationary certificate posted and went to visit the Grands, my grandma worked and retired in DISD & my gpa still works for DISD, and needless to say education is VERY important to them. SO my gparentals were ECSTATIC about this so we went out to dinner (at lubys haha) i got a grown up talk by the gpa, about managing money ha... but then when we got talking about kids he was so sincere in that he was so proud that i was educating these young babies, and that was my number one priority was teaching the babies...
so then i start talking about my kinder babies this and that what we're learning then i tell him that i taught them this song for our transition from morning work to the carpet in the morning...
(to the tune of happy birthday)
good morning to you *point*
good morning to you *point*
good morning good morning
good morning tooooo yoooooou. *point*
just so happens to be the same song my gpa sang to me when i'd get up for school as a child...
talk about trying not to cry when you see your gpa cry...
that's when i first felt "the feeling" that after all these years i FINALLY made him proud.
& that's all i've ever wanted in this life, he's the reason i did all AP classes in high school, he's the reason i went to college, he's the reason i finished college, the reason i never had a baby, the reason why i do all i do...
it's a powerful feeling.
then i start talking about the GREAT chirstmas presents i'll be able to afford this year & he looks at me and says "you already gave me the greatest present" TALK ABOUT MELTING your heart... if anyone knows my gpa they know i'm the apple of his eye, if anyone knows me they know he's my EVERYTHING...
it feels good to be Ms. Hernandez 1st year Kindergarten Teacher :)
i really think i may just be the BEST Kindergarten teacher in the world...
my plan... drill drill drill my kids this year, next year i'll have my game plan fo sho...
i am truly blessed to have this class of 14 as my first class ever... MY FIRST CLASS!!
I am responsible for the early childhood education of 14 babies... & i DO NOT take that lightly.
I'M GROWING UP!
Today i got my probationary certificate posted and went to visit the Grands, my grandma worked and retired in DISD & my gpa still works for DISD, and needless to say education is VERY important to them. SO my gparentals were ECSTATIC about this so we went out to dinner (at lubys haha) i got a grown up talk by the gpa, about managing money ha... but then when we got talking about kids he was so sincere in that he was so proud that i was educating these young babies, and that was my number one priority was teaching the babies...
so then i start talking about my kinder babies this and that what we're learning then i tell him that i taught them this song for our transition from morning work to the carpet in the morning...
(to the tune of happy birthday)
good morning to you *point*
good morning to you *point*
good morning good morning
good morning tooooo yoooooou. *point*
just so happens to be the same song my gpa sang to me when i'd get up for school as a child...
talk about trying not to cry when you see your gpa cry...
that's when i first felt "the feeling" that after all these years i FINALLY made him proud.
& that's all i've ever wanted in this life, he's the reason i did all AP classes in high school, he's the reason i went to college, he's the reason i finished college, the reason i never had a baby, the reason why i do all i do...
it's a powerful feeling.
then i start talking about the GREAT chirstmas presents i'll be able to afford this year & he looks at me and says "you already gave me the greatest present" TALK ABOUT MELTING your heart... if anyone knows my gpa they know i'm the apple of his eye, if anyone knows me they know he's my EVERYTHING...
it feels good to be Ms. Hernandez 1st year Kindergarten Teacher :)
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
gravity
just when you think you have everything figured out...
who you loved. why you loved. when you loved.
just when you think to yourself that you are mature.
with mature thoughts. mature actions. mature words.
it only takes one phone call at 2AM
to make you begin to think.... why do i love the way i love.
why now? why me? is this fate? is this purpose? is this true love?
then 15 songs in a playlist later you begin to remember why it never worked.
you remember what he did.
you remember how you felt.
you feel not love but compassion for something you once saw as so great.
& you feel sorry for him, for her, for them.
because they never got to meet the people you did.
they obviously never felt REAL love besides the fraction of the immature love you gave.
or the reflection of a vision of love he once saw in someone else's eyes.
because they don't know what life has to offer
and chances are they will never be able to grasp it fully...
they live a life of the consequences of their mistakes.
then you write a logical perspective in your blog to back up the reasoning of
no i will not talk to my ex boyfriend.
even though i am crazy for even thinking about it, and feeling special that i got a call at 2am in the morning because
he thought of me.
because he missed me...
you realize and understand, you're worth more than a 2 in the morning phone call
and a life of shallow expectations...
and the love you give is so powerful and strong
that only the greatest of men desire your WHOLE heart.
then you smile and lay down to bed knowing that you will not dream of this shallow anymore
but instead dream of the hopes of the happiness of your future.
the recollection of the time you felt whole with a man with no jaded memories attached.
a time when you believed you deserved the best
and the best believed he deserved you.
goodnight.
who you loved. why you loved. when you loved.
just when you think to yourself that you are mature.
with mature thoughts. mature actions. mature words.
it only takes one phone call at 2AM
to make you begin to think.... why do i love the way i love.
why now? why me? is this fate? is this purpose? is this true love?
then 15 songs in a playlist later you begin to remember why it never worked.
you remember what he did.
you remember how you felt.
you feel not love but compassion for something you once saw as so great.
& you feel sorry for him, for her, for them.
because they never got to meet the people you did.
they obviously never felt REAL love besides the fraction of the immature love you gave.
or the reflection of a vision of love he once saw in someone else's eyes.
because they don't know what life has to offer
and chances are they will never be able to grasp it fully...
they live a life of the consequences of their mistakes.
then you write a logical perspective in your blog to back up the reasoning of
no i will not talk to my ex boyfriend.
even though i am crazy for even thinking about it, and feeling special that i got a call at 2am in the morning because
he thought of me.
because he missed me...
you realize and understand, you're worth more than a 2 in the morning phone call
and a life of shallow expectations...
and the love you give is so powerful and strong
that only the greatest of men desire your WHOLE heart.
then you smile and lay down to bed knowing that you will not dream of this shallow anymore
but instead dream of the hopes of the happiness of your future.
the recollection of the time you felt whole with a man with no jaded memories attached.
a time when you believed you deserved the best
and the best believed he deserved you.
goodnight.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
jen and tiff convo
it's amazing when you can sit next to someone and feel like they're holding your hand.
it's rare that you can see a smile or a laughter in someones eyes
it's hard to find someone who even the most annoying and disgusting things are okay.
i think i'm ready for a grown up relationship because i've never know that...
"it's funny but when your ready is the time it won't happen it's when you lease expect it that it jumps into your lap"
life has been crazy i LOVE teaching Kindergarten, but I am SO physically tired i could cry, and all i want to do is come home to someone who i am crazy in love with... someone who can take vacations with me and won't yell at me if i don't wanna cook or clean the house. But i know that with all good things you must have patience... but just so you know... patience is hard for me to have.
it's rare that you can see a smile or a laughter in someones eyes
it's hard to find someone who even the most annoying and disgusting things are okay.
i think i'm ready for a grown up relationship because i've never know that...
"it's funny but when your ready is the time it won't happen it's when you lease expect it that it jumps into your lap"
life has been crazy i LOVE teaching Kindergarten, but I am SO physically tired i could cry, and all i want to do is come home to someone who i am crazy in love with... someone who can take vacations with me and won't yell at me if i don't wanna cook or clean the house. But i know that with all good things you must have patience... but just so you know... patience is hard for me to have.
Monday, September 14, 2009
horrible no good very bad day.
Woke up late-Dallas rainy day morning rush hour-got to school late- forgot my key- spilled coffee all over the lamenants i cut all weekend-forgot my name badge-forgot my lunch- had to eat spegetti the lunch room kid kind- left late- a car was parked behind me so I couldn't get out- got to class and realized I didn't do the last page of my homework-ate too much- found out the FIRST LOVE is ENGAGED!
keep on monday... keep on going i swear i'll slap you in the face.
keep on monday... keep on going i swear i'll slap you in the face.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
kindergarten
i'm subbing/teaching KINDERGARTEN!!!
out of 6 kinder class i'm in one of the two that are english!
i need energy!
out of 6 kinder class i'm in one of the two that are english!
i need energy!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
timeline
AHHHH SO IT'S HERE... i am that character in books of the single friend!!
ALL OF MY BEST FRIENDS ARE MARRIED OR ARE GETTING MARRIED SOON!!!
So Tammy's wedding was AMAZING so beautiful i was SO happy to be a part of it!!
She just got back from her honeymoon in Jamaica & it still hadn't really hit me yet...
...until she changed her name on facebook Tammy Belle-Wells!!! AHHHHH
So now it comes down to crunch time...
SEPT: I start work as a sub for DISD & start my 2nd to last class at TAMU Commerce!
OCT: My class is done & BREANNA LYNS 1st BIRTHDAY
NOV: 3yr memorial for my mom
DECEMBER: Christmas & Tiff's BACH
JAN: Tiffany & Wiley get married
FEB: I start student teaching.(really this starts in jan but i didnt wanna take away from Tiff's wedding)
MARCH: Stacy & Derrick get married!
APRIL: nothing yet but im sure someone will throw a wedding at me around this time
MAY:DONE & Completely Certified to Teach!!
So pretty much see everyone NEXT SUMMER!!!
i'll be that maidofhonor/bridesmaid in all those beautiful weddings!!
i never thought it was weird to be single.
Until now.
See you @ the gym ladies & gents.
One|Be LOvE, jen
ALL OF MY BEST FRIENDS ARE MARRIED OR ARE GETTING MARRIED SOON!!!
So Tammy's wedding was AMAZING so beautiful i was SO happy to be a part of it!!
She just got back from her honeymoon in Jamaica & it still hadn't really hit me yet...
...until she changed her name on facebook Tammy Belle-Wells!!! AHHHHH
So now it comes down to crunch time...
SEPT: I start work as a sub for DISD & start my 2nd to last class at TAMU Commerce!
OCT: My class is done & BREANNA LYNS 1st BIRTHDAY
NOV: 3yr memorial for my mom
DECEMBER: Christmas & Tiff's BACH
JAN: Tiffany & Wiley get married
FEB: I start student teaching.(really this starts in jan but i didnt wanna take away from Tiff's wedding)
MARCH: Stacy & Derrick get married!
APRIL: nothing yet but im sure someone will throw a wedding at me around this time
MAY:DONE & Completely Certified to Teach!!
So pretty much see everyone NEXT SUMMER!!!
i'll be that maidofhonor/bridesmaid in all those beautiful weddings!!
i never thought it was weird to be single.
Until now.
See you @ the gym ladies & gents.
One|Be LOvE, jen
Sunday, August 16, 2009
MY BEST FRIENDS WEDDING.
Can i get an Amen for Gods wondrous glory & the people he puts in our lives!
To Tammy & Andre:
I hope everyday you take a second to realize the perfection.
The perfection in the creation God molded just for you.
The person you vowed your mind body and soul with no substitution...
To the one who has made your life new.
You two make forever seem easy.
Taking day by day and waiting so patiently...
Your love is a gift and now a covenant with God's grace and love
Fate deems it must be written in the stars up above.
Tammy, my best friend your such a picky girl.
Surprisingly you didn't even have to search the world
To find your Booba, your soulmate, your other half.
I could tell it was special when I heard i love you through a laugh.
You have this power over one another that makes the world bright.
I wasn't positive love like that existed until you "did it right."
Don't take for granted the days, hours, minutes you have as husband and wife.
The love you have will carry you through this crazy life.
Among all the chaos, the blur, and the worldly lies
When you fight, are stressed, or are running out of time
I pray that you always see God as clearly through each others eyes
as you did on the 15th day of August 2009.
---- it was one of the mist beautiful weddings i have ever been too... i cried like a baby and i believe everyone has their own booba out there!! Thanks so much to the Belle-Wells family for inviting me to be a part of your celebration and boy was it a celebration (WIND IT UP) i love you guys SO MUCH! Fun times, and beautiful things happened this weekend!
ONELOVE, jNh
To Tammy & Andre:
I hope everyday you take a second to realize the perfection.
The perfection in the creation God molded just for you.
The person you vowed your mind body and soul with no substitution...
To the one who has made your life new.
You two make forever seem easy.
Taking day by day and waiting so patiently...
Your love is a gift and now a covenant with God's grace and love
Fate deems it must be written in the stars up above.
Tammy, my best friend your such a picky girl.
Surprisingly you didn't even have to search the world
To find your Booba, your soulmate, your other half.
I could tell it was special when I heard i love you through a laugh.
You have this power over one another that makes the world bright.
I wasn't positive love like that existed until you "did it right."
Don't take for granted the days, hours, minutes you have as husband and wife.
The love you have will carry you through this crazy life.
Among all the chaos, the blur, and the worldly lies
When you fight, are stressed, or are running out of time
I pray that you always see God as clearly through each others eyes
as you did on the 15th day of August 2009.
---- it was one of the mist beautiful weddings i have ever been too... i cried like a baby and i believe everyone has their own booba out there!! Thanks so much to the Belle-Wells family for inviting me to be a part of your celebration and boy was it a celebration (WIND IT UP) i love you guys SO MUCH! Fun times, and beautiful things happened this weekend!
ONELOVE, jNh
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
not so Fun facts
I've made some discoveries lately some of which I am not too proud of some that coming from me sound corny to myself but oh well that's what blogging is for right? & who really reads this anyways I think it's for my own satisfaction of knowing I attempted to see my feelings through logical order by writting them down...
1) I will always want what I can in no way have... If you ever want me to want you go away & I will but when you come back I won't want you anymore. It's all about supply & demand.
2) if I've ever loved you... You know it, & I won't ever... Never ever stop lovng you. Ever.but you know that too.
3) I've been feeling a longing lately to a time in my life when I wasn't of the world... I feel I must find again that hope I claim I have Lways had becAuse I have lost it. I do no longer fear Gods power as much as the worlds how'd I managae to drift so far? Create in me a new heart.
4) I am responsible. I will not be a victim of circumstances.
One love, jnh
1) I will always want what I can in no way have... If you ever want me to want you go away & I will but when you come back I won't want you anymore. It's all about supply & demand.
2) if I've ever loved you... You know it, & I won't ever... Never ever stop lovng you. Ever.but you know that too.
3) I've been feeling a longing lately to a time in my life when I wasn't of the world... I feel I must find again that hope I claim I have Lways had becAuse I have lost it. I do no longer fear Gods power as much as the worlds how'd I managae to drift so far? Create in me a new heart.
4) I am responsible. I will not be a victim of circumstances.
One love, jnh
Sunday, June 28, 2009
It's been some time
Since the last post many things have occured.
A. I started grad school at Texas ATM Commerce to get alternative certification to teach ec-6!! I made an A in my first teachers class which I just so happened to take with Noèl & Tietjen! It was fun!! So now I'm finishing up another class and then me & Noèl start Psychology in July!! I took the TexEs test this past Saturday & it was harder than I thought I felt like I may have been on an episode of are you smarter than a fifth grader & was losing!!
B. My 23rd bday came & went!!! Although I was in class from 1-9 on my actual birthDAY I swindled some sympathy Chick-Fil-A out of Wiley (Tiffs amazing fiancè!) & my uncle met me for an extremely late dinner. Then I had a bday dinner the next day with my wonderful Godmother & Godsister. Thursday my family got back from Port Aransas from a visit with one of my favorite uncles, Rick & my Tia Lilia! (yes they left me alone on my bday:() but in tow were bday presents that included Britney Spears concert tickets & some gorgeous Cowboy boots!! Yaaaaay!! Friday was my bday bash & it was wonderful! I had so much fun with my best friends!! They really make everything so much better!! We got real silly & my wonderful gpa got us a hotel for convenience ;) then Saturday although e xtremely hungover we had fathers day cookout @ my uncles and it was pretty great cause it was also a mini bday for me! I'm really excited about 23 it already seems a heck of a lot better than 22!
C. We had the Duron family reunion this pAst weekend at Sandy Lake & the Omni hotel & I was given the opportunity to be one of the youngest hosts. It was alot of fun but for being Mexican we sure do have a lot of white people or white looking people in our family!!!
D. I have been informed I will be going on vacation this summer!! My wonderful uncle aka my nuno is taking his family and me & the girls to coco beach for a week at the end of July!!! & the week before is Randy Rogers @ southern junction! (me and noèl are super excited about that)
anywhoooo hope everyone is happy & healthy I'm superbusy with teacher school but let me tell you I'm so excited for this next chapter in my life!!!
One love- JH
A. I started grad school at Texas ATM Commerce to get alternative certification to teach ec-6!! I made an A in my first teachers class which I just so happened to take with Noèl & Tietjen! It was fun!! So now I'm finishing up another class and then me & Noèl start Psychology in July!! I took the TexEs test this past Saturday & it was harder than I thought I felt like I may have been on an episode of are you smarter than a fifth grader & was losing!!
B. My 23rd bday came & went!!! Although I was in class from 1-9 on my actual birthDAY I swindled some sympathy Chick-Fil-A out of Wiley (Tiffs amazing fiancè!) & my uncle met me for an extremely late dinner. Then I had a bday dinner the next day with my wonderful Godmother & Godsister. Thursday my family got back from Port Aransas from a visit with one of my favorite uncles, Rick & my Tia Lilia! (yes they left me alone on my bday:() but in tow were bday presents that included Britney Spears concert tickets & some gorgeous Cowboy boots!! Yaaaaay!! Friday was my bday bash & it was wonderful! I had so much fun with my best friends!! They really make everything so much better!! We got real silly & my wonderful gpa got us a hotel for convenience ;) then Saturday although e xtremely hungover we had fathers day cookout @ my uncles and it was pretty great cause it was also a mini bday for me! I'm really excited about 23 it already seems a heck of a lot better than 22!
C. We had the Duron family reunion this pAst weekend at Sandy Lake & the Omni hotel & I was given the opportunity to be one of the youngest hosts. It was alot of fun but for being Mexican we sure do have a lot of white people or white looking people in our family!!!
D. I have been informed I will be going on vacation this summer!! My wonderful uncle aka my nuno is taking his family and me & the girls to coco beach for a week at the end of July!!! & the week before is Randy Rogers @ southern junction! (me and noèl are super excited about that)
anywhoooo hope everyone is happy & healthy I'm superbusy with teacher school but let me tell you I'm so excited for this next chapter in my life!!!
One love- JH
Friday, May 29, 2009
lies & the truth
it has been a while since i have blogged... i honestly forgot about it until i saw VGG updated her blog via facebook & wanted to follow her i figured out i had forgotten.
i have had a huge weight lifted off my shoulder thanks to BIGGEST LIFETIME LIE... but now its not a lie anymore so im fine.
(dear Lord i'm sorry i lied i'll never do it again amen)
so i discovered falling asleep to SNAPPED on the Oxygen channel led to a very intense dream of me being a relator selling Connors house but solving a case of a man killing women and turning them into brownies. yes i watch too much of that crazy TV... hence why i am awake right now at 4:28 in the morning.
So i start my teaching classes in 2 weeks!! i'm really excited i hope they have a class for how to dress like a teacher bc i need to know where i get my long denim skirt, festive holiday sweater vests, & of coarse all the turqouise & rhinestone jewelry i can carry...
√ noDoubt/Paramore tickets are bought for Saturday
√ made an A in my Sociology class
so conny&brian are having a huge estate sale tomorrow & i really want brians lamp even tho it went from 5 to 10 dollars... i may just go get it for 10 anyways if i want it so bad im blogging about it.
so when people say "you cant handle the truth" does that mean you really can't or they're scared you'll look down upon them... i think everyone can handle the truth but sometimes lies are just easier, maybe funnier, make a better story.... iDk man.
in other words im really tired but i keep hearing noises and am convinced jenny mitch had that knife by her bed for a reason so hopefully i can snooze fest soon... shout out to VGG in Bulgaria in the words of my grandmother "you go girl"
one love. jnH
i have had a huge weight lifted off my shoulder thanks to BIGGEST LIFETIME LIE... but now its not a lie anymore so im fine.
(dear Lord i'm sorry i lied i'll never do it again amen)
so i discovered falling asleep to SNAPPED on the Oxygen channel led to a very intense dream of me being a relator selling Connors house but solving a case of a man killing women and turning them into brownies. yes i watch too much of that crazy TV... hence why i am awake right now at 4:28 in the morning.
So i start my teaching classes in 2 weeks!! i'm really excited i hope they have a class for how to dress like a teacher bc i need to know where i get my long denim skirt, festive holiday sweater vests, & of coarse all the turqouise & rhinestone jewelry i can carry...
√ noDoubt/Paramore tickets are bought for Saturday
√ made an A in my Sociology class
so conny&brian are having a huge estate sale tomorrow & i really want brians lamp even tho it went from 5 to 10 dollars... i may just go get it for 10 anyways if i want it so bad im blogging about it.
so when people say "you cant handle the truth" does that mean you really can't or they're scared you'll look down upon them... i think everyone can handle the truth but sometimes lies are just easier, maybe funnier, make a better story.... iDk man.
in other words im really tired but i keep hearing noises and am convinced jenny mitch had that knife by her bed for a reason so hopefully i can snooze fest soon... shout out to VGG in Bulgaria in the words of my grandmother "you go girl"
one love. jnH
Friday, April 24, 2009
O my my my
the ridiculousness of what is called my life is ever growing...
haha
last weekend i spent the weekend in Austin to celebrate both Val's going away & Stacy June's 23rd birthday...
they both are truly blessings in my life. I'm so glad we stumbled upon each other.
I don't really remember a time when we weren't friends, or a time i didn't love them both so much.
I'm so proud of my Valerie, i find myself boasting to people about my amazing friend who is going into the peace corps...
i am truly amazed at her unselfishness.. she's so beautiful both inside and out, a rare breed i tell you.
& most of all she puts up with me : )
& Stacy June... i mean by chance we met & we've already done so much together, we've traveled the world together!!
I fell in love with her so fast because she is the first and only friend that truly reminds me of my mother.
She has a heart of gold & i am SO blessed to know both her and her wonderful family.
as for myself, im growing im learning, i have a new found obsession for a good bloody mary.
my little sister is a riot both of them are actually,
one is well... def a pre-teen that's all im gunna say about that.
the other one is blackmailing me with information about my middle school boyfriend!!!
to be in middle school one more time, no worries in the world, poor but happy...
i miss those days of comfort and bliss, my world was so perfect upside down.
Victoria didn't make it into booker T & Clarissa didnt make the Olympic Development team like she had hoped.
i feel bad, i feel like everything i ever truly wanted i got, but thats not to say i didn't work my butt off for it.
My dad told them each the story of when i was cheerleader all the way up until my junior year and i didnt make it,
then the next year i tried out again and made it... they rolled their eyes of coarse, but i was proud of myself then... even tho for a little bit it seemed like the end of the world & i listened to pinks song Mizunderstood for like a month on repeat... but i made it through & found other things... but best of all i made a good learning story for my sisters later ;) i feel like kids these days expect things to be handed to them... esp. my girls, that money can buy just about anything, but i told them when i wanted something like cheerleading i went to camps took workshops practiced everyday... & my girls they think they are God's gift and can go in one time with no practice and take the academy award home. Then me and my dad broke the news to Tor that she is going to Poteet the high school were neither her best friends (who to me are just trouble) nor her boyfriend are going... & let me tell you it was TRAUMATICCCCC!! But i think it is going to be best for her and she'll thank me & my dad later :)
but just when everything seemed to be going wrong for my now 14 yr old princess Tor something wonderful happened... she was asked to apply for the National Junior Honor Society!!! & even better... SHE GOT IN!! NJHS, o the days of being i think i was secretary or vice some kinda office, but i LOVED knowing i was smarted than the other people... & now she knows she's not dumb... my baby is SMART!
Lastly, i just want to note that it is noted, that Bret Peterson is the sweetest man to my little sister. Who'd ever think Bret, my middle school boyfriend, would be the most hated teacher at Agnew... haha Mr. Agnew himself, i hear 1. He's mean 2. He gives too much homework 3.He hates everyone... but he's SO sweet to my little sister, my little sister he would carry on his shoulders when she was 5, that he took pictures with at 6 flags, that tagged along with us on our Valentines day date at the zoo... my little sister that LOVED when Bret came over to play. He is an amazing man, & that girlfriend of his sure is a lucky duck.
enough blogging for the day... my prayers today are with the mothers of the two little boys who hung themselves because of bullying... poor babies, if only they would have had a friend, a GOOD friend.
onelove. jen
haha
last weekend i spent the weekend in Austin to celebrate both Val's going away & Stacy June's 23rd birthday...
they both are truly blessings in my life. I'm so glad we stumbled upon each other.
I don't really remember a time when we weren't friends, or a time i didn't love them both so much.
I'm so proud of my Valerie, i find myself boasting to people about my amazing friend who is going into the peace corps...
i am truly amazed at her unselfishness.. she's so beautiful both inside and out, a rare breed i tell you.
& most of all she puts up with me : )
& Stacy June... i mean by chance we met & we've already done so much together, we've traveled the world together!!
I fell in love with her so fast because she is the first and only friend that truly reminds me of my mother.
She has a heart of gold & i am SO blessed to know both her and her wonderful family.
as for myself, im growing im learning, i have a new found obsession for a good bloody mary.
my little sister is a riot both of them are actually,
one is well... def a pre-teen that's all im gunna say about that.
the other one is blackmailing me with information about my middle school boyfriend!!!
to be in middle school one more time, no worries in the world, poor but happy...
i miss those days of comfort and bliss, my world was so perfect upside down.
Victoria didn't make it into booker T & Clarissa didnt make the Olympic Development team like she had hoped.
i feel bad, i feel like everything i ever truly wanted i got, but thats not to say i didn't work my butt off for it.
My dad told them each the story of when i was cheerleader all the way up until my junior year and i didnt make it,
then the next year i tried out again and made it... they rolled their eyes of coarse, but i was proud of myself then... even tho for a little bit it seemed like the end of the world & i listened to pinks song Mizunderstood for like a month on repeat... but i made it through & found other things... but best of all i made a good learning story for my sisters later ;) i feel like kids these days expect things to be handed to them... esp. my girls, that money can buy just about anything, but i told them when i wanted something like cheerleading i went to camps took workshops practiced everyday... & my girls they think they are God's gift and can go in one time with no practice and take the academy award home. Then me and my dad broke the news to Tor that she is going to Poteet the high school were neither her best friends (who to me are just trouble) nor her boyfriend are going... & let me tell you it was TRAUMATICCCCC!! But i think it is going to be best for her and she'll thank me & my dad later :)
but just when everything seemed to be going wrong for my now 14 yr old princess Tor something wonderful happened... she was asked to apply for the National Junior Honor Society!!! & even better... SHE GOT IN!! NJHS, o the days of being i think i was secretary or vice some kinda office, but i LOVED knowing i was smarted than the other people... & now she knows she's not dumb... my baby is SMART!
Lastly, i just want to note that it is noted, that Bret Peterson is the sweetest man to my little sister. Who'd ever think Bret, my middle school boyfriend, would be the most hated teacher at Agnew... haha Mr. Agnew himself, i hear 1. He's mean 2. He gives too much homework 3.He hates everyone... but he's SO sweet to my little sister, my little sister he would carry on his shoulders when she was 5, that he took pictures with at 6 flags, that tagged along with us on our Valentines day date at the zoo... my little sister that LOVED when Bret came over to play. He is an amazing man, & that girlfriend of his sure is a lucky duck.
enough blogging for the day... my prayers today are with the mothers of the two little boys who hung themselves because of bullying... poor babies, if only they would have had a friend, a GOOD friend.
onelove. jen
Friday, April 17, 2009
confessions of an 8th grader.
i went to go pick up my little sister yesterday from school...
and i saw him.
for the first time in years.
almost like the time i saw him for the first time 10 years ago.
same place. same face. different time. but better.
& i had the same desire i had when i was 13.
just like in the hall way when i whispered to my best friend
"he's going to be my boyfriend"
my middle school boyfriend... is no longer a boy.
he's a man. he's a teacher. he's a coach.
he fullfilled his dream.
when the line "God it's so beautiful when that boy smiles"
was made... it was written about him.
bsp & me forever we'll be.
onelove.
and i saw him.
for the first time in years.
almost like the time i saw him for the first time 10 years ago.
same place. same face. different time. but better.
& i had the same desire i had when i was 13.
just like in the hall way when i whispered to my best friend
"he's going to be my boyfriend"
my middle school boyfriend... is no longer a boy.
he's a man. he's a teacher. he's a coach.
he fullfilled his dream.
when the line "God it's so beautiful when that boy smiles"
was made... it was written about him.
bsp & me forever we'll be.
onelove.
Monday, April 13, 2009
hello & welcome.
so many things have been going on lately.
first of all i got a new doggy!!
We got him the day before Easter, he is a Yorkie-Poodle mix aka Yorkie Poo!!!
Even tho his hair is too long and he makes me sneeze sometimes i love him.
His name... ALFALFA!
so Easter was Sunday & boy did we have a great time with the family!!
Just when you think everyone is too old for Easter we go and surprise people.
Even my great-grand mother (whom i just found out is not 65;) was in shock
when i beat all the little kids in the bunny hop sack race...
hahaha i still have it in me.
i talked to Carl the other day. he said him and his girl are doing good...
im glad, despite all the bad things i cant help but still care and love him.
i think we were just young and stupid back then... but now we're old and messed up.
i love you though Carl, & i wish nothing but the best for you & that precious little girl.
So i started my workout regimen again today... this time lets hope it sticks bc i can afford to shed the pounds.
i special sorry to everyone who has heard me snore, i cant help it. hahaha
but i dont snore all the time.
i feel good and clean & now its bed time.
one love. jNH
first of all i got a new doggy!!
We got him the day before Easter, he is a Yorkie-Poodle mix aka Yorkie Poo!!!
Even tho his hair is too long and he makes me sneeze sometimes i love him.
His name... ALFALFA!
so Easter was Sunday & boy did we have a great time with the family!!
Just when you think everyone is too old for Easter we go and surprise people.
Even my great-grand mother (whom i just found out is not 65;) was in shock
when i beat all the little kids in the bunny hop sack race...
hahaha i still have it in me.
i talked to Carl the other day. he said him and his girl are doing good...
im glad, despite all the bad things i cant help but still care and love him.
i think we were just young and stupid back then... but now we're old and messed up.
i love you though Carl, & i wish nothing but the best for you & that precious little girl.
So i started my workout regimen again today... this time lets hope it sticks bc i can afford to shed the pounds.
i special sorry to everyone who has heard me snore, i cant help it. hahaha
but i dont snore all the time.
i feel good and clean & now its bed time.
one love. jNH
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
tv in my dreams
i fell asleep during "the baby story" again & had a dream i had a green-eyed, but i had a husband and a wife... that wife part probably came from Oprah... TV is in my dreams.
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